Dying.....

oh my god.. i think i'm dying... stayed up last night lol and now i'm currently in the library and its like what.... 1 plus going to 2 am? lol yeah at least i managed to catch up on my lectures and finish my stats assignments... and with my injured finger lol still hurts when i'm typing and stuff.. but well it doesn't hurt as much as wednesday haha... so much for judo.. but well good to know that kobi learnt something :) well... seriously....i cant remember what her hair smells like anymore.. and her face is slowly becoming blurly... yes although i still think abt the past day in and day out... but well i guess.. i'm just gonna stick to my scars... as a strong reminder.. :) "Someday I`ll learn to love these scars Still fresh from the red-hot blade of your words" (Nightwish - bye bye beautiful) yep....i have to learn to love these scars.. and yes... your words still cut me like a hot blade on my flesh... :) well although i feel like giving up.. but well i'll try and make the best out of my time here... :) although i dont have something to wrk hard for anymore... the least i can do is just make the best out of the situation i'm in.. :) peace out....