ITS NOT THE END!

Everything will work out in the end! If it's not working out, ITS NOT THE END!

An angel ?

well... as you know i'm not the fanatic religeous type of person.. but well i was reading up on the brick testament ealier.. a very cute lego version of the bible..(link found in ash's blog) and i went out of the room to get some fresh air and it was getting extremely windy.. and as i was staring into the sky i saw a cloud shaped like some sort of an angel well it could have been that my mind was in tuned into the whole thing abt religeon again but well as of now i choose to believe that it was not a martian of any sort but an angel lol yup.. and i questioned what is the meaning of this ? is this a sign ? a sign to what ?

The 1st pic


The 2nd pic


The 3rd pic

moving foward... moving on..

i saw one of my friend's facebook post and it wrote: "Everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn how to let go. Things go wrong so you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies, so you trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

well.. its true and one thing yeoh told me before... time is moving forward.. cant possibly just stand there while the whole world is still moving forward of course it will be best if we could move a bit a head of time.. but at least the best is follow the world and move on.... forward....

Shinedown - Second chance

My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today

Well, I just saw hailey's
Comet TRUELY!
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappears
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Please don't cry
One tear for me
I'm not afraid of
What I have to say
This is my one and
Only voice
So listen close, it's
Only for today

Well, I just saw hailey's
Comet shooting
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappears
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Heres my chance
This is my chance

Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance [x2]

Megadeth - Trust

Lost in a dream
Nothing is what it seems
Searching my head
For the words that you said
Tears filled my eyes
As we said our last goodbyes
The sad scene replays
Of you walking away

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

Time and again
She repeats lets be friends
I smile and say yes
Another truth bends,
I must confess

I try to let go, but I know
Well never end til were dust
We lied to each other again
But I wish I could trust

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

God help me please, on my knees
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
Now there's nothing we trust

How could this be happening to me
I'm lying when I say, trust me
I cant believe this is true
Trust hurts
Why does trust equal suffering

Absolutely nothing we trust..

Tick tick tick...

yup... found ticks on skinky.. lots of them.. i removed 1 fat 1 last night and just removed another 5 lol damn... hope he survives... his right ear is a bit swollen tho... hope he stays healthy... :/

going back soon...

well thats good news... i've cleared my results for sem 2.. here's the list

Unit Score Grade

FDN 105 Structure thought and reality ---- 51 -------- Pass

MAS 183 Statistical analysis and database - 55 -------- Pass

PEC 103 Introduction to forensic science -- 60 -------- Credit

PEC 140 Introduction to Chemistry --------- 71 -------- Distinction

hehe.... very very lucky... the 1st 2 most worried subjects.. barely scraped through.... well my life so far... haha got stuck outside the house 1 night or rather morning.. because i went to ivans place to cook then after that we watched iron man on his computer till abt 3 am and i didn't bring my keys because our front door was supposedly spoilt... so when i tried to enter from the glass door it was locked... lol eventually i called security to help me unlock... haha... well.... i have a question.... what if i liked this girl and i wanted to chase her... but then suddenly one day, say..... i dreamt of "the past" and it kinda gave me the feeling that i shouldn't chase anymore ? i say "the past" because it involved ppl frm the past but it was not actual history.. it was a totally modified version an unreal construct of my personal mind abt current affairs.. abt 8 more days till i go back hope i'm able to resolve myself.. and hope everything will run smoothly... YAY I PASS i clear sem 2 !! WHoooooooooo~~~~!! (although i am happy but still worry abt those who didn't make it) :(

hmm... dreams ?

hi all just got back from akido training and was wondering abt dreams... what does it mean when you dream of someone ? y dream ? if your answer is cos u are thinking abt that person too much in a sense of desire... then my question is what if you were thinking of one but dreamt of another ??? hmm........

Bye guys....

yeah so now everyone has left... kobi just left yesterday... lol but oh well still have 2 friends here... and got skinky to keep me company....LOL.. what a lazy bum... just lie there and sun bathe.. lol but his energy level seems lower.. been trying to make him eat and drink.. dunno whats wrong.. and yes kobi.. i changed his name.. fat bastard dont sound too nice. haiz.. days will get better.. :) hopefully..... lol.. *smilez*

wooo hoo !!! Finally Summer...!!!!!

just shifted a few days ago.. yeah... settled my bank things and changed all the address i need to update.. at least of what i can think of.. well kobi has been staying with me.. and he was very nice... brought me to city yesterday and the day before.. LOL had food... good food... and had hashish yesterday LOL... hahahaha... i'm a happy dude... lol long time never had hashish already.. well.. soon he will be leaving a well.. but hell.. i guess.. i never thought i would hear myself say this.. i love it here... never want to go back... as for a tour thing is ok.. but dont think i will STAY there.. well.. hopefully i get bored enough and get a job LOL... will keep posting.. so just keep a watchout... sorry i havent been posting cos had been busy preparing to shift and all.. but at least now everything is more or less settled down... cheers..